I was so stupid to think for a moment you actually cared.

i wish i could stop thinking about everything and go to sleep. whenever i close my eyes, i think of you. she told me things and i really had no hope for anything now. while thinking, i was dreaming and i almost burn my house. dad asked me to fry noodles for him, and i open the gas tap, and i thought the wok was heating up, and my dad scolded me because there wasnt any flame. i almost burnt my house. he hit my with his bare hands and i can still feel the pain now. i guess you are playing happily now..
我真的很想你.
i want to be alone..