Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Don’t count what you lost, cherish what you have & plan what to gain because past never returns but future may fulfill the loss.












































































had lots of fun with ah lin, ah lan, ah ben, ah gau ♥ going old folks home or maybe orphanage later with cindy, ah lin, ah gau, ah lan ! bomb more pictures later!
sometimes, texting with you makes me dont know what to say, but i love texting with you ! ♥

Saturday, November 20, 2010

I'M HAPPY.














went pei zhen's house yesterday with ling ling. ling ling peep at my things ! hate her ttm ! i will get revenge soon! HA HA HA ! she went back home, so pei zhen and me went to her house again, called him, and went to slack. ;) went home around nine-fifty.
work tmrw. hope wont be too tough and hope he will text me! ;)
saw you today like finally! hope can go out again soon! i'm quite happy and excited somehow when you came to find us! ;)
faster text wo text wo text wo text wo!

TAG MY BLOG PLEASE. ITS DEAD.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

CHANGES.































Did i change alot? HA HA HA. i kept laughing to myself when i look at the pictures i took when i was pimary five and six. hahahhahaha funny ttm ! shall post another primary school picture, i bet you'll laugh like mad.


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你终于SMS我了! ^^

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

FUCK MY LIFE.














dad quarrelled with mum, dad scolded me, dad threw the things i made on the fucking floor.. moody now, blog next time.
我想你.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

I was so stupid to think for a moment you actually cared.














i wish i could stop thinking about everything and go to sleep. whenever i close my eyes, i think of you. she told me things and i really had no hope for anything now. while thinking, i was dreaming and i almost burn my house. dad asked me to fry noodles for him, and i open the gas tap, and i thought the wok was heating up, and my dad scolded me because there wasnt any flame. i almost burnt my house. he hit my with his bare hands and i can still feel the pain now. i guess you are playing happily now..
我真的很想你.
i want to be alone..

Friday, November 12, 2010
















you finally sms-ed me ;) was happy ttm actually. gonna know you for a month alr, and yes, is your paper difficult today?

Thursday, November 11, 2010

The worst feeling was wanting someone that you couldnt have.




















days without sms-ing you is really tough. everytime, i look at my phone i kept asking myself, should i even text you? but i'm scared you'll think that i'm very irritating and that makes us cant even be friends. i'm scared we'll be totally strangers day by day slowly.. can you please text me? if you are able to see this, i dont know if i'm suppose to be happy or be embarrassed.. i really miss texting with you.. tmrw will be the last paper for you, goodluck and hope you'll pass with flying colour ♥

Monday, November 8, 2010

dearest sisters
















My dearest elmo ♥
thankyou for lending me your shoulder whenever i need you, thankyou for caring for me, helping me in my english because im weak. you are going korea in a few days time, and you will be going for almost a month, so i'll be missing you hell lots, because i cant call you to talk on the phone when i need you, i cant heart to heart talk with you when you're away, cant laugh with you. no matter what happens, i'll be there for you. ♥ hope to hear some good news about you and (k) alright!














My dearest drug ♥
you are always the first to reply my messages than the others, ha ha ha, thank you for talking to me on the phone to kill boredom, and i think you should thank me too, because whenever there's thunder, you will call me right? ha ha ha! stupid or what ! you always hide your fellings inside and you dont tell us whats going on, you better tell me kk! wo zui li hai bao shou mi mi , he he he. if you wanna cry call me, i let you lean on me la :p ha ha ha, luv you ♥ faster go lean on (wz) :>



















My dearest superlicious ♥
you never fail to make me laugh with your stupid/funny actions, whenever i'm sad/moody, you will ask me out just to heart to heart talk with me. you also! everytime keeping things and not saying out what's bothering you, you know it hurts me !!!! HA HA HA. remember to tell me anything okay, luv you. ♥ you better forget about (m) okay, waiting for your good news!















My dearest babyhoney ♥
you always say jokes in the library, which makes most of us laugh, especially kim. when i was suppose to go to school with you, i'm late and i ask you to go to school first, never once you went to school without me. so next time you late, also call me wait for you kk ha ha ha. luv you ♥ aiya, i think you no need me to wait alr, you have (j) to wait for you, ha ha ha.



















My dearest steady ♥
you always ask me to have confidence in myself, i have okay ! HA HA HA. being friends with you is the most wonderful things i could get in these two years. i known you for about one year nine months, but looks like we have known each other for a super long time. ha ha ha, even sometimes going out with you, people thought we were sisters, but we dont look alike right! HA HA HA! really, being with you makes my day alot. thank you for hearing me out, caring for me, lending me a shoulder to cry on. last long with (j) alrights! luv you ♥

mathematics may not teach us to inhale oxygen and exhale carbon dioxide. but it gives us every reason to hope that every problem has a solution.










































































































went out with them :)
-why are they so pretty? i want to be pretty too-















I guess you are asleep right now.. goodluck for tmrw, and hope to hear some good news from you :) i was waiting for you all along today.. waiting, waiting and waiting for you to text me, but you didnt.. the happiest time i text with you, was the day i went sentosa, texting with you when i was in the bus, and you went to study, but at least after you study you did text me back, today i was so dumb to think that you would text me back after you studied. another happiest day was you telling me, you were playing with your baby nephew, and we were talking about "breath in breath out", "you would be healthier after smelling it", "its like eating ginseng" and more, i miss the day alot..
i hope you will really text me..

Friday, November 5, 2010

Heart hides what we don’t want to say, but eyes say what we tried to hide.














went sentosa with jiayuan, peizhen, jiangui, fauzi, kim, pingjie.
was waiting for you text for the whole day today, was seeing your facebook wall, suddenly your name appeared! like finally. and yes, thats all for the day.
one week more to go and you'll have freedom! (: (MR ZHU)

Thursday, November 4, 2010














you didnt text me for a day alr. maybe you are studying uh, i guess you have no time to reply those text because you wanted to study? which is the truth ?
我爱他.













Post later at night i guess? going out with peizhen and peixian, maybe with lingling i guess. Being jealous is not what i want.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

hidden words.














You are the first to know how i feel. texted with you and felt much more comfortable :> i miss you lots.













i sleep at 3am and woke up at 6am. what the hell am i doing? my eyebags are getting bigger and bigger.. I NEED A SLEEP, but i really cant.. post later, going for maths now. i'm tired ttm !















and yes, as usual, i miss you. everything was just my wishful thinking. i'm such a fool, i knew you not for long and i fell for you, like seriously? i shouldnt have told you my feelings because it makes you even harder to say no to me and you know you wouldnt like me anyway.. this feeling is like how my feelings towards john, maybe even deeper i guess? everytime when i see an aeroplane, i'll make a wish, the same wish over and over again, all i wanted was just to see you once. they ask me not to like you too much ? but i guess, i cant. feelings are hard to avoid. no feelings equal to no feelings. i cant force you, i just want you to be happy. :>

Tuesday, November 2, 2010






















going out with peixian, lingling and peizhen later on, and i'll take more pictures and post okayyy ! :> my dear boy, stop saying you will fail, you will pass with flying colours. ♥

Monday, November 1, 2010














i miss you. everytime when im in school, i pray hard just to see your face. whenever i see you, you will smile, and it brightens up my day ! Today, you told me your physics is poor, and you are worried that you will retain, dont worry alright. i know you can pass your o-level and you will get the points you targeted. i believe in you ! :)
( Lingling, hope you will be with WZ soon :D )