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Thursday, December 23, 2010
Friends will keep you sane, love could fill your heart, a lover can warm your bed, but lonely is the soul without a mate.








this few days went out with this stupig girl ;)



went to pierce my smiley the day before yesterday and i luv it ♥ hahaha! i miss my brother and him alot. my brother went for camp and he is coming back on the twenty-forth. so i'm gonna sleep on the sofa for two more days as i'm scared of sleeping alone in the room. going prawning tmrw with xian bi, xian bi's boyf, xian bi's boyf's friend and zhen bi. oh yah, camwhored alot at zhen bi's house today, post those picture next time when zhen bi upload it. haha KELLY TAN ♥
i find this statement very true.
(Women wish to be loved not because they are pretty, or good, or well bred, or graceful, or intelligent, but because they are themselves.)
Friday, December 17, 2010
Friday, December 10, 2010
never i thought you will say those things to hurt me.






Peizhen, all those while i treated you like my bloodsister. when i'm sad, you knew how to comfort me and cheer me up. you made me smile alot. but why? fun time ends so quickly? you didnt try to put yourself in my shoe, did you? i didnt choose him over you. but you said i choose him over you.
remember january? i didnt tell you this before, just becus i dont want to have any misunderstanding with you over him. i was still with him, and that time i was suppose to meet him, so i ask you and dorothy to go right? after that he found that his ez-link card was missing, so he asked me to go to chong pang with him and you said you both will come find us later. when we found his ez-link card, he asked me, what if one day i break with you and i want your friend's number what will i do? my heart was shattered in pieces, i almost broke down.
so from then onwards, you should know why i get so irritated?
i really dont like to quarrel with you. please put yourself in my shoe..
Thursday, December 9, 2010
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Don’t count what you lost, cherish what you have & plan what to gain because past never returns but future may fulfill the loss.
Saturday, November 20, 2010
I'M HAPPY.

went pei zhen's house yesterday with ling ling. ling ling peep at my things ! hate her ttm ! i will get revenge soon! HA HA HA ! she went back home, so pei zhen and me went to her house again, called him, and went to slack. ;) went home around nine-fifty.
work tmrw. hope wont be too tough and hope he will text me! ;)
saw you today like finally! hope can go out again soon! i'm quite happy and excited somehow when you came to find us! ;)
faster text wo text wo text wo text wo!
TAG MY BLOG PLEASE. ITS DEAD.
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
FUCK MY LIFE.
Sunday, November 14, 2010
I was so stupid to think for a moment you actually cared.

我真的很想你.
i want to be alone..
Friday, November 12, 2010
Thursday, November 11, 2010
The worst feeling was wanting someone that you couldnt have.

days without sms-ing you is really tough. everytime, i look at my phone i kept asking myself, should i even text you? but i'm scared you'll think that i'm very irritating and that makes us cant even be friends. i'm scared we'll be totally strangers day by day slowly.. can you please text me? if you are able to see this, i dont know if i'm suppose to be happy or be embarrassed.. i really miss texting with you.. tmrw will be the last paper for you, goodluck and hope you'll pass with flying colour ♥
Monday, November 8, 2010
dearest sisters
My dearest elmo ♥
thankyou for lending me your shoulder whenever i need you, thankyou for caring for me, helping me in my english because im weak. you are going korea in a few days time, and you will be going for almost a month, so i'll be missing you hell lots, because i cant call you to talk on the phone when i need you, i cant heart to heart talk with you when you're away, cant laugh with you. no matter what happens, i'll be there for you. ♥ hope to hear some good news about you and (k) alright!


My dearest drug ♥
you are always the first to reply my messages than the others, ha ha ha, thank you for talking to me on the phone to kill boredom, and i think you should thank me too, because whenever there's thunder, you will call me right? ha ha ha! stupid or what ! you always hide your fellings inside and you dont tell us whats going on, you better tell me kk! wo zui li hai bao shou mi mi , he he he. if you wanna cry call me, i let you lean on me la :p ha ha ha, luv you ♥ faster go lean on (wz) :>


My dearest superlicious ♥
you never fail to make me laugh with your stupid/funny actions, whenever i'm sad/moody, you will ask me out just to heart to heart talk with me. you also! everytime keeping things and not saying out what's bothering you, you know it hurts me !!!! HA HA HA. remember to tell me anything okay, luv you. ♥ you better forget about (m) okay, waiting for your good news!


My dearest babyhoney ♥
you always say jokes in the library, which makes most of us laugh, especially kim. when i was suppose to go to school with you, i'm late and i ask you to go to school first, never once you went to school without me. so next time you late, also call me wait for you kk ha ha ha. luv you ♥ aiya, i think you no need me to wait alr, you have (j) to wait for you, ha ha ha.
My dearest steady ♥
you always ask me to have confidence in myself, i have okay ! HA HA HA. being friends with you is the most wonderful things i could get in these two years. i known you for about one year nine months, but looks like we have known each other for a super long time. ha ha ha, even sometimes going out with you, people thought we were sisters, but we dont look alike right! HA HA HA! really, being with you makes my day alot. thank you for hearing me out, caring for me, lending me a shoulder to cry on. last long with (j) alrights! luv you ♥
mathematics may not teach us to inhale oxygen and exhale carbon dioxide. but it gives us every reason to hope that every problem has a solution.
I guess you are asleep right now.. goodluck for tmrw, and hope to hear some good news from you :) i was waiting for you all along today.. waiting, waiting and waiting for you to text me, but you didnt.. the happiest time i text with you, was the day i went sentosa, texting with you when i was in the bus, and you went to study, but at least after you study you did text me back, today i was so dumb to think that you would text me back after you studied. another happiest day was you telling me, you were playing with your baby nephew, and we were talking about "breath in breath out", "you would be healthier after smelling it", "its like eating ginseng" and more, i miss the day alot..
i hope you will really text me..
Friday, November 5, 2010
Heart hides what we don’t want to say, but eyes say what we tried to hide.
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
hidden words.
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